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我要的 , 其实很简单

2010-05-20T22:14:00.000-07:00

在你眼里 , 我永远是一个长不大的孩子 .
你说一我永远不敢说二
你说是我永远不敢说不是
你说对我永远不敢说错
我已经不是小孩了 , 我长大了 !
别老是把我当小孩看待
我知道你这么做也是为了我好 , 但是我并不喜欢这样的生活 .
难道 , 我在这个家真的没有说 "不 " 的权利吗 ?
老实说 , 我真的还挺羡慕我自己身边的朋友 .
他们可以过自己爱过的生活 , 做自己喜欢做的事情 .
不必烦恼当他们在快乐的时候 , 家人会打来说 :"时间到拉 , 是时候回家了".
难道我真的不可以像他们一样吗 ?
我要的其实很简单 ..
给我我自己想要过的生活
给我属于自己的时间
给我多点自由
这 , 就是我想要的 !!
我知道你很担心我会在外面学坏 , 但是请你放100个心
我虽然好玩 , 但是我还是知道什么事情该做什么事情不该做
我不会做出一些事情让你丢脸的
我可以答应/发誓 , 我真的真的不会
请你相信我好吗 ?

2010-05-09T02:47:00.000-07:00

I have no regrets, there's nothing to forget..All the pain was worth it! ♥

2010-05-08T10:49:00.000-07:00

I promise , i will be a good daughter .
I promise , i will listen what you said with me .
I promise , i would not doing something bad .
I promise , i will study hard .
I promise , i would not doing something embarrassing you .
I promise , i will make you proud one day .

BUT

Can you promise me , will give me some freedom ?
Can you promise me , will let me doing whatever i wanted ?
Can you promise me , don't over - protect me ?
Can you promise me , you will always believe me ?
Can you promise me , you will let me choose the thing that i wanted ?
Can you promise me , don't always keep saying 'NO" to me ?
Can you promise me , you will always say "YES" to me ?

2010-03-27T23:32:00.000-07:00

自己被别人利用了还不知道
我真的是个大笨蛋!
没想到我那么的信任他
他竟然可以这样对待我
为什么? 为什么他要这么做?!
他这样做对他有什么好处?
我是真心的对他好, 而他呢?
他是真心的对我好么? 我好乱 !!!!

可能这就是我们常说的 " 人不可貌相" .

2010-01-28T22:09:00.000-08:00

The moment i saw you cry
My world came crashing down
To see those tears fall from your eyes
Turned my smile into a frown
I wanted to hold you
Make everything alright
But there was nothing i could do!
:(

2010-01-22T17:43:00.000-08:00

now that she's gone
词曲:林俊杰

girl you know i miss you so
i didn't know you had to go
you've had enough of our distance baby
before i had the chance to say
I'm staying with you
for the rest of my life
don't keep telling me these words
you don't know how much it hurts
and I'll promise you eternity
if you promise me your stay
but now it's too late
I'm no longer the man that i was
i will go on without her
like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
a fire without its flame
i don't know how to be strong
when my love has to move on
i am a song without a soul
now that she's gone
what's left of us is this song
now that she's gone
don't keep telling me these words oh no
you don't know how much it hurts
and I'll promise you eternity
if you promise me your stay
but now it's too late
I'm no longer the man that i was
i will go on without her
like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
a fire without its flame
i don't know how to be strong
when my love has to move on
i am a song without a soul
now that she's gone
what's left of us is this song
oh yes i know i don't know
baby i am know I'm a foul
and i will go on without her
like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
a fire without its flame
i don't know how to be strong
when my love has to move on
i am a song without a soul
now that she's gone
what's left of us is this song
this is our song without a soul
now that you're gone
what's left of us in this song
now that she's gone

2010-01-16T01:15:00.001-08:00

In my life, i never wish to get anything great.

Got you in this life is the greatest gift i had from God.

I don't care how you appear and treat me...

As you're here for me i will be happy :)

You wanna see me happy

2010-01-07T19:09:00.000-08:00

u wanna see me happy
u wanna see my smile
but that feeling of happiness
has been gone for awhile

you said i was ur best friend
i thought you wouldn't lie
if u really did love me
u wouldn't make me cry

i didn't see what others said
"oh shes just a whore"
but i also never thought
that my heart could be broken more

i never will be happy
ill never really smile
this hurt i feel inside my heart
will be here for awhile

2009-12-19T22:25:00.000-08:00

I don't care how far away you are from me

Or how long its been since we talked

i don't care how mad i got at you

or how mad you've been at me

You're still what matters most to me

and i will never be able to give that up.

iloveyou babe =)

无能

2009-11-11T19:29:00.000-08:00

当我还以为可以做到一件我想做的事的时候，突然被人从背后狠狠地到了一盆冷水。

当时的心情不知道是伤心绝望还是生气？？？？

难道我注定了这辈子都无法做我想做的事吗？

难道我生存在这世上就连要做自己想做的事的权利都没有吗？

难道我是为别人而生存在这世上而不是为了自己？

还是他们觉得我永远是一个长不大，永远不能作决定的小孩子？

2009-10-12T21:10:00.000-07:00

I miss u
D.S
: [

2009-09-19T19:43:00.000-07:00

You would never know how much i care for you
Everytime i say i miss you
It not just say for fun
Everytime i say i miss you
It not just want to make you happy
It because i really miss you here
It's true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-19T19:20:00.000-07:00

When i be with you
I feel all nice and fuzzy inside.

I just want one more day with you

2009-09-19T01:26:00.000-07:00

I'm so sad and depressed, all I want to do is rest
I go to sleep at night.
But my dreams I just can't fight.
I think of you lying in that bed and wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here,but I know that you are still near
I love you more than you know
I just wish you didn't have to go
I just want one more day with you
And I know that's what you would have wanted too
I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again
But my life is just started to begin.

I'M SORRY

2009-09-08T23:21:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry my dear teacher
I already try my best
I already try my best to do it.
I had do revision.
But i can't remember what i had learned.
What you call me do i had done it.
But,want me take a good result on math
it's really hard for me.
when i was in primary school, i really hate math so much
And i also hate study. I dun like study at all.
Other subject you can call me take a good result
But please dun call me take a good result in math
Because i really can't do it.
It's impossible.
SORRY

The things i love about you

2009-09-08T00:19:00.000-07:00

I love the way you make me laugh
I love the way you make me cry
Tears of joy stream from my eyes
As I hear your voice, a loving surprise.
I love you when you're angry
I love you when you're sad
I love you when you're glad
When you tell me of the day you had
I love you truly
I love you deeply
Ever since the day
I let you meet me
I missed you when you left
I miss you now more than ever
Making a mistake that I regret
Hoping that you are a forgiver
Without you, my life is strife
But now I ask for a second chance
Be with me and start a life
Together forever, an eternal dance
I wait for you as the days go by
My love is growing inch by inch
I cannot wait to see you again
But I wait for you, and your warm kiss

I love you

2009-09-08T00:11:00.000-07:00

Like the stars in the sky,
I am calling to you.

From the heavens above,
I am looking for you.

In the depths of my soul,
I will live and breathe for you.

Sadness dwells inside you;
You have nothing to fear,

for I am next to you.
I can feel your sadness;

Let me be sad for you,
so you will feel love once again.

Worry not about life,
let me worry for you.

You should always love life,
for it is a part of you.

I'll be there when you fall,
to catch you and say I Love You...

I Don't Need

2009-09-08T00:10:00.000-07:00

I don't need a man
To happy me
I don't need a man
To make my life
Complete all I need
Is to be love by someone
Who really cares there
Are feelings I have
Inside but they just
Won't go away so until
then I don't need a
Man to make me happy
I don't need a man to
Make my life complete

2009-08-28T02:36:00.000-07:00

唉~
PMR快到了
又要看到某人失望了

Who Am I?

2009-08-14T04:50:00.001-07:00

Who Am I?
I don't know who I am anymore...
With out you I am lost, all alone....
I make believe that you are here it's the only way I can really see clear...
You are my eyes but now I am blind without you....
It was all so real and now all that feeling is all gone no where to be found.
Our love was all burnt in a blazing fire.
Even know a long time since we've gone our separate ways... I've have always been thinking of you, no matter what happens i'll
always love you...
Please give me another chance

2009-08-09T02:20:00.000-07:00

你, 平安吗？
你,快乐吗？
你,有好好的
穿衣吃饭吗？

因为你不在我身边
所以我感到
非常非常非常
牵挂。

有人说爱是心电感应，
祝福是念力，
所以我都笑着想你。。。
相信你很好，因为我坚持
的爱与祝福，一定会让你很好
真的很好很好

2009-08-09T02:13:00.000-07:00

是...太迷戀了吗?

即使看着你也好
即使不曾回头望也好

就这样
好好的跟着

哪是赶不上的脚步
也许有一天少了那份义无反顾
才肯停歇下来

但曾经过的
不后悔
因为哪是我最棒的旅程

2009-08-08T23:23:00.000-07:00

为什么你总是出现在我脑海里?
现在的我真的很辛苦
每当我遇见你的时候
我真的很想呼喊你的名字
告诉你我心里的话
但我不敢..我知道如果我说了
我们可能连朋友都没有办法做了
而我只好在你背后
默默的守护着你

I miss you

2009-07-02T05:42:00.000-07:00

I miss you ] :
Whenever something funny happen
I wanna tell you
You are the first person that
will always come out on my mind
[ :

我是谁?

2009-06-28T00:21:00.000-07:00

我是谁?
有谁可以告诉我?
我到底是谁?
我从哪来?
我叫什么名字?
不知道...我不知道

这几年来
怎么我都感觉到自己很不快乐
我一直都生存在孤独,寂默,悲伤的世界里
没有一个了解我的人
没有一个真正了解我的人
他们都去了哪了?

我想找回真正的自己
我快乐吗?
这问题经常出现在我脑海里
一直不停的重复问自己
"你到底快乐吗?'
我连自己要的是什么
我都不晓得了
是快乐吗? 是幸福吗?
我不知道
我什么都不知道

我,
不想再过着这样的生活
很痛苦..真的很辛苦
有时候,我真的真的很想
结束自己的生命
但是我不可以
我做不到
因为我还有很多很多的事情
还没去完成

祝福我

2009-06-27T23:17:00.000-07:00

我,
一个十五岁的女生
每天背这大书包去上学,补习
重复着像机器的生活
没有欢乐..
只能感觉到自己的呼吸越来越困难
每天都有读不完的书
我想在我字典里
只剩下"拼命啃书"这四个字
想着长大后的自己
也得面对这世界的狡猾,欺骗...
忽然也觉得啃书的日子其实也没那么难过
也许有一天,我真的能摆脱这些...
请祝福我...

秘密

2009-06-27T23:06:00.000-07:00

每次,我都不会正眼看你

只会默默的

不露痕迹的

盯着你的背影

我一直都重复着

也很小心的不让人发现

这短暂的...快乐

2009-06-26T23:50:00.000-07:00

1.被點到必填，不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。
2.請老實的回答每一個問題。
3.不行擅自塗改題目。
4.寫完請點8位朋友，不可不點。
5.點完後請通知那8位小朋友他被點到了。

Simon

。。。。個人題 - 10 題。。。。
01 你叫什么：陈微欢
02 你的綽號： Kelly,欢欢
03 你的血型：O型
04 你的星座：金牛座
05 你是男還是女：女
06 你幾歲：15（2009）
07 你住哪裡：纳闽的某个地方
08 你現在的學校：SM.ST.ANTHONY
09 你有沒有手機：有
10 承上，那是多少：???

。。。。朋友題 - 10 題。。。。
11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）：她咯
12 你最討厭的人（限１個）：Elizebeth lee

。。。。情題 - 10 題。。。。
21 你有沒有喜歡的人：有
23 如果没有，你希望什麼時候有另一半：不知道
24 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：忘了
25 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過：你说呢?
26 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友： 2个
27 你現在有另一半嗎: 有
28 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：我会问她:''你今天刚从医院回来么?"
29 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎：不会! 因为现在我有我喜欢的人
30 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人：因为他很可爱
31 你和另一半牽手過嗎：当然有
32 你的另一半抱或親過嗎:：有
33 你跟異性牽手過嗎：有啊
34 是誰，你們什麼關係：可以不要说吗?
35 現在有人在追你嗎：没有

。。。。混合題 - 10 題。。。。
36 如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣：我会永远记住他/她
37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會：不晓得
38 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會：就这样咯..还能怎样?
39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎：不会
40 你上課認真嗎：看是谁的课
41 你功課好不好：一般
42 你开电腦都在幹麻：上网，听歌，聊天
43 你的即时通有多少个同性:不清楚
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性：不清楚？

。。。。兇手題 - 10 題。。。。
45 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰：Simon
46 这個人對你好不好：不错
47 這個人是你的誰：网友
48 你有喜歡過這個人嗎：没有
49 你們認識多久了:：忘记了
50 這個人是怎樣的人：还蛮善良的
51 這個人正／帥嗎：还不错
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过：没有
53 萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼办：应该不可能吧?

。。。。聯想題 - 10 題。。。。
56 說到正妹你會想到誰：没有人
57 說到帥哥你會想到誰：没有
58 說到憨你會想到誰：没有
59 說到痴你會想到誰： Wu Chey
60 說到暗戀你會想到誰：可以不要说吗?
61 說到出去玩你會想到誰：朋友
62 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰：不知道
63 說到傻子你會想到誰: Bradley
64 說到笑點低你會想到誰：不知
65 說到愛笑你會想到誰 : Francessa

。。。。學校題 - 11 題。。。。
66 你的班導是誰：...
67 你的座位是第幾排第幾個：不定的
68 你最喜歡的老師是誰：Cikgu.Aydah 和 Cikgu.Farah
70 你的英文好嗎：还好
71 你的體育好嗎：还好
72 你的数学好么：还好
73 你喜不喜歡你的校長：还好
74 你的學校好看嗎：不
75 你的班級是：3C
76 你的班級在幾樓：没有楼

Memories of yesterday

2009-05-30T00:27:00.000-07:00

So close in my heart yet so far away
i think about u everyday
I'm sitting here all alone
wishing i could talk to
wishing u were here
nothing could go wrong..now I'm stuck somewhere
i feel i don't belong
I love you so much,my very best friend
we were supposed to be together..until the very end
memories of yesterday...linger in my mind
of all the things,i left behind
i wish i could turn back time to when i was free so full of life just u and me
I'm forever missing u
You'll always be missed
but your forever in my heart
i will never 4get the day we had to part
So until the day we can meet again
goodbye for now
my best-est friend

我很想你

2009-05-09T22:47:00.001-07:00

在这静静的夜里，

在这涓涓流淌的浪漫音乐声中，
想对你说说我早就想说而一直没有对你说的心里话，好吗？
夜很安静。无法安静的，可能就是我想你的心了。
我也不知道我为什么会这样的想你...
千言万语，只说一句：认识你，真好！
感觉想你是一种幸福，也是一种痛苦，算是甜蜜的痛苦吧！
世上有70亿人，而我偏偏认识了你，这是一种缘分吗?
网上有好几亿人,而我偏偏想你了，这是一种偏爱吗？
我说不清。我只知道，你有一种与众不同的内质吸引着我
叫我觉得很珍贵，使我觉得应该去珍惜！
感和思念是无法用语言表达的，我对你也是如此。
所以我只能用千百年来无数的人说烂了的俗话去表达了
我真的真的好喜欢你、想你…
我想给你很多很多，但我又问自己：我要给予的，是对方所需要的吗？对方会接受吗？
除了爱、思念、关心、体贴、爱护…我好象没什么好东西给你了...
但是我想，你是全世界70亿人之一，所以你对我来说，非常难得！
我觉得无论如何，无论如何，都应该好好去珍惜你！
知道吗？你已经深深地吸引我了，叫我…怎么说呢？
我知道，这个解释很世俗，很虚无，很…但是，我实在找不出更恰当的别的理由
我想，也许是只可意会难以言传吧…
所以，我对你一直有一种期待，一种莫可名状的躁动，一种无法表达的情结…
所以，我有了一种想见到你的渴望，很强烈，很强烈…
或许我们只是擦肩而过，永不可见。
这样的话，我也就只能把对你的喜欢藏在心底了…
如果有一天，我突然从你眼前消失了，那就请你经常打我的部落格看看吧，好吗？
這一篇我所寫的，代表我对你永远的、最诚挚的祝福！

Many but feel lonely

2009-05-09T07:25:00.000-07:00

I have many friends
I have many best friend
But I still I have this empty void
I can't help but think
Will it ever be fulled?
Who will be the one to fill it?
What will fill it ?
When will it be filled?
Everyday I ask my self these questions
And everyday
I have no answer for them
Anything and anyone
Can fill my emptyness
But....
4 now I will jus ask myself those
questions until I get my answers. . . . .

I wish you know

2009-05-09T07:23:00.000-07:00

I wish you knew... just how i felt,
that when you smile my heart seems to melt
what you mean to me,
maybe one day you will be able to see
that you are so fine
i wanted to tell you but then i forgot
i like you very much
i long for you and your oh so soft touch
maybe one day you will
i guess i just have to sit tight until....

thank you for being that special person

2009-05-09T07:18:00.002-07:00

Thank you
for loving me all the way
for being there from day to day
for never breaking my heart
for showing me off to the whole town
for keeping me warm and snug
for constantly giving me a hug
for getting me to giggle and laugh
for helping me feel greater than half
for bringing me up when i am down
for not giving me permission to frown
for making me always feel great
and most of all, for laughing at all my stupid jokes
i'm just sorry it took me this long
to find out i was wrong
searching for that special someone
when i had it all along

Just friend for now

2009-05-09T07:18:00.001-07:00

I believe we're just friends for now
But soon, hopefully, we'll be more
I want to be able to hold you
I want you to hold me
But just friends for now
I want to be able to feel the touch of your lips on mine
I want to be able to gaze into your eyes for as long as I want
But just friends for now
I want us to discover the passion we will have for one another
But this eagerness is concealed behind what we're based on for now...
...Just friends for now...

My real feelings

2009-05-09T07:15:00.000-07:00

When i said you were my best friend
i meant that till the very end
we are there when the other is down
and sometimes just to clown around
ill never forget you
no matter what you do
but next year your going to leave me
there's going to be no more "we"
i want to know you'll always be here
and that when i need you you'll be near
I'm going to try everything
to make sure you never forget me
your my only true friend
and i tend to spend
the rest of my life with you by my side
but somewhere along the line i fell for you
and i want to know what your going to do?
i think your just scared
because you finally realized how much i cared
but if you don't want to try
ill pretend not to cry
ill just stand by your side
till the day that you die
ill be at your wedding
even if I'm not your wife
and ill be at your funeral
without you ever knowing you were my life...

How much you mean to me

2009-05-09T07:13:00.000-07:00

When you’re happy,
I’m happy too.
Because your smile,
makes me smile.

When you cry,
I want to cry too.
Instead I make myself strong,
so I can be there for you.

If you died,
I would want to die too.
Instead I would make myself strong,
to live on for you.

I do all these things,
and plenty more,
to show you that I love you,
and that you mean the world to me.

This is,
HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME

Thank you

2009-05-09T07:11:00.000-07:00

Thank you for always beign there for me...
You taught me how to enjoy every secound of life....
Eventough there were some bad times that came along with it...
Thank You for always cheering me up when i was down....
And everytime I needed u, u were there....
You are one of the people that I could rely on and take as the #1 person to talk to....
When I needed u throught the hard times u were always beside me...
Hold my hand and told me that everythig was going to be alright..
When things were not good u just hugged me and held me close to you...
And as times passed I fell inlove with u....eventough we are just friends....
I care for u so deeply..that words could not express the way that i feel about u...

I'll be there for you

2009-05-09T07:07:00.001-07:00

When you need a friend the most,
And theres no one there for you,
No one you can trust.
Just give me a call,
And I'll be there for you,
Any day or night,
Any time of the year,
I'll be there for you.

I'll hold you in my arms,
I'll stand by your side,
I wont let anyone hurt you.
I'll be there for you no matter what.

Cause I care about you,
I love you.
I'll never let you down.
I'll stick up for you, even when your wrong.
I wont ever let you fall.
I'll always be here,
Whenever you need a friend.

You changed me

2009-05-09T07:04:00.000-07:00

Since the day I met you,
My life has changed,
I'll never be the same again,
All because of you.
You turned my life around,
When my world was crashing down,
You told me "everything would be okay",
And "don't listen to what others say".
You were the only one ever here for me,
You always stood by my side,
Whenever I needed someone the most,
Its you I always counted on.
I want to thank you,
For everything you have done,
You mean so much to me,
More then the world can see.

I will and always do

2009-05-09T07:00:00.000-07:00

Seeing your face today
I almost wanted to cry
I’d never seen you look so hurt
I sat there and wondered why
You told me why now
But the thought still stays
I can see your broken face
The vision just replay

Right now my heart is aching
Cause I don’t know how you are
I don’t know if you sit and cry
Or you bury your thoughts afar
What if you just cant?
Do you turn to a blade?

Not just like so many people
But like me, like myself!
I don’t want you to feel that way
I’m trying to keep my knife on the shelf
You don’t know how it hurts me
To sit and keep picturing you cry
Tears come forward and brim
At the edge of my eye

I know it sounds silly
But I cared about you
Even if you didn't feel the same
I couldn't help my feeling blue
Forget about my tears
And my worries about you
Just know that I care
I will and always do.

I'm glad i found you

2009-05-09T06:58:00.000-07:00

Thank you seems the best place to start,
To appreciate your kindness and your gold filled heart,
When I am down and I start feeling sad,
I know you are there and then I am glad.

I am glad I have found someone so true,
An honesty that helps me and gives me a clue,
How to solve my problems when I don't know where to turn,
With your help, from my mistakes I know I will learn.

You are there for me each and every day,
You make me laugh and smile in your own little way,
I can't thank you enough for always being there,
I know I can trust you and see that you care.

I love you lots as you already know,
I am here for you, should you start feeling low,
I'm glad I found you and will always hold you near,
You will never be alone for I am always here.

Thank you for helping me through,
There's no other way to say it,
I'd be lost without you!

Don't want to lose you

2009-05-09T06:56:00.000-07:00

really really like you, but the thing is I'm scared
cuz i don't want to lose you, what we have is rare
we have the perfect relationship now, just being friends
but if we go to the next level, will i lose you in the end?
you're a great friend, no matter what you say, you got
my heart, the first time i gave you a hug
i swear, sometimes its like you got me wired on some kind of drug
when i think of you, I'm on a natural high
i have so many butterflies,
i wouldn't be surprised if i could fly
i know you have ea girl, and i should be happy, and i am
Glad your happy, glad u found someone to care for, but i can't
help but think, what if i was Ur girl? what would it be like
would it be the same, or would we argue and fight?
cuz i don't want what we have to change
i don't want it to be weird or it to feel strange
i want to be comfortable around you like i am now
i really like you, but I'm scared, afraid that somehow
I'll lose you forever, so we'll keep what we have, and see what happens....

why can't we be more than friend?

2009-05-09T06:49:00.000-07:00

We're only friends,
but at times I wish we were more.
no one has ever made me feel as special as you do.
why can't we be more than friends?
you know what I'm really like and you love me still the same.
you make me laugh when I want to die.
why can't we be more than friends?

A smile from you is all it takes to make my day.
when you laugh it makes my heart flood with happiness.
why can't we be more than friends?
you are all I need in life.

I will always be here

2009-05-09T06:48:00.001-07:00

I love you more and more each day,
I need you more than words an say.
I'm missing you with all my soul,
The day has passed, I've lost control.
My heart stops beating when you smile,
I'll die for you, this pain's worthwhile.
Whether you love me, whether you care,
I need you to know, I'll always be there.
When you're sad and falling apart,
When that one special person breaks your heart.
On nights when you cry yourself to sleep;
On days when it stings, when it cuts so deep.
Every second you swear you'll never live again;
Every hour when you feel you have no friends;
When all you can feel in your eyes are the tears;
When your hands are shaking, you're surrounded by fears;
On days when all you feel is the pain;
When the one you love says it can't be the same;
I promise you now, I'll always be here,
When all you need is a friend, i am ever so near.
Some people feel they have no one at all,
Like their world is breaking and they can't help but fall.
Let me tell you right now, I've felt that same way,
And in ten years, or five, in a month, or today,
I will love you
I will stand beside you.
I will be here for you:
T o talk;
To listen;
To cry;
To care.
To just believe.
No matter what they say, turn around and
Behind you is where I will stand:
Forever to catch you,
Forever your friend.
So when you feel like your world is about to end,
Just call out my name,
And I will be there.

A song for you

2009-05-09T06:46:00.000-07:00

Why are you so nice to me?
after all I've said and done?
I'm really very surprised
that you haven't turned to run.
I only wish everyone
could be as nice as you are,
always trying to make me smile,
whether you're near or you're far.

When you're around, I'm happy,
more glad than I've ever been.
It's like life is one big game
that I can finally win.
I wish that you could be here,
I feel we're drifting apart.
But no matter where you go,
you'll always be in my heart.

So I wrote this song for you
so you won't forget my name,
won't forget that without you,
my life wouldn't be the same.

Please Don't leave

2009-05-09T06:43:00.000-07:00

Please don't go
please don't leave
please don't let
these scars bleed

stay with me
dry my tears
well be ok
throughout the years
i wont cope
if you move
the greatest friend
i just cant lose
we've made it through
the good and bad
we've shared the laughs
you've made me mad

i couldn't live
without you there
without your touch
without your care
you soothing words
your healing smile
can make me whole
for just a while

From the moment I met you

2009-05-09T06:30:00.000-07:00

From the moment I met you,
I knew it was true,
Because I couldn’t stop smiling,
Nor thinking of you.
I couldn't believe it,
Something so wrong I knew,
Because I wouldn't stop smiling,
Nor thinking of you.

Now that I know your feelings,
That you feel the same way too,
Now I can’t stop smiling,
Nor thinking of you.

This feeling’s so wonderful,
Like a dream come true,
I refuse to stop smiling,
Nor thinking of you.

2009-05-09T06:23:00.000-07:00

I miss the way
Life used to be
I miss the smile
I used to see
I miss those times
I had you there
It felt so nice
You really cared
Don't know why
I'm feeling this way
Think about you
Everyday
I blame myself
For hurting you
I blame myself
For all I do
It's all my fault
This is what I get
But I just can't
Give up yet
I finally realize
What I had
I'm so sorry
Don't be mad
I can't be perfect
I don't even try
But when your gone
I can't get by
Your in my head
Your all I think
I'm missing you
I'm on the brink
I can't remember
Before you came
Without you
It's just not the same
So much to give
But no one there
So much love
But with no one to share
I have these feelings
They feel so true
I can't say it any other way
I'm missing you...
]:

I Miss You

2009-05-09T06:02:00.001-07:00

Where are you now?
What are you doing?
Who are you with?
What are you thinking?

I miss you
always do
some days far more than others.
Today i needed you
but i know it can never be so
we are not meant for one another
we are entrusted to others close
The times when we know
we would be good together
can never be.

Wherever you are,
whatever you're doing,
whoever you're with,
know im out there
somewhere,
thinking and dreaming of the
next time i can can hold your face
in my hands and look in your soul,

utter nothing,

but say so very much.

I missed you today
You are my all
my soul mate, my everything
Reach for me soon,
for your dreamer misses you xD

Thanks Teacher Farah^^

2009-05-07T01:32:00.000-07:00

Thanks teacher Farah

生日快乐

2009-05-05T05:14:00.002-07:00

耶耶
今天是你的生日
祝你生日快乐啊
真的很不好意思
因为我没什么礼物好送你
也不知道要送你什么好
希望你不要介意啊^^

虽然只是一张小小张的卡片
但是里面藏着我深深的祝福
写了很多我想和你说的话
希望你会好好保留这它 [:

我恨你们

2009-04-24T01:20:00.000-07:00

我讨厌你们

尤其是"她"
我真的很恨你
为什么要把全部的错怪在我身上
为什么只要有一样东西你觉得不对
你就会把它怪到我身上来
不管我做的多还好,你还是觉得不够好
不管我做得再多完美,你还是觉得它不够好
我到底那里错了?
为什么你们要这样对我?
我是你们的家人耶
我不是你们的佣人~
你们要我尊敬你们,我可以
但是为什么你们不先尊敬我?
我也有自尊!
不是你们想说什么就说
不是你们想要我帮你们这个
我就乖乖的去做
我累了~
我真的累了!!!
好想离开,不想再和你们相处下去了
再这样下去我迟早会疯掉!!!!!

Baby john

2009-03-04T05:54:00.000-08:00

Idiot[:

2009-03-04T05:03:00.000-08:00

One girl
Her name call Elizebeth
my friend call her GHOST
dunno why..maybe her face like ghost or what
dun care..cus she not me..who's care!!!!

Well...
she study at SM.ST.ANTHONY
same class with me
we less talk with her..cus my friend say her body got virus

That day my cousin tell me
she at school toilet saw her
she at there comb her hair
then she say Hi with my cousin
actually,my cousin dunno who is she
then my cousin just smile wth her
then she scold my cousin LIN CI
Say "I say hi with u,u just smile wth me"
What the hell???
People smile with her already very good lol
she want how again??Go and hug her and then say louder "Hi,Elizebeth"

IDIOT!!!!!!

This is the idoit people wirte 1

2009-03-03T23:03:00.000-08:00

Go die la..I use what kind of book you also want care..
I dun want borrow you then dun want la...
you need to do until so cheap or not?!
Open my beg,take my book and see...
You like this have any different with thief?
Your face look like a good person,but actually your heart so bad!!!
I didn't do anything to you also..you need to do until like that?!
Excessively!Excessively!Excessively!Excessively!!
Surpasses the minute!Dun look for quarrel!!!
My grandma told me like you this kind of people...will die probably soon...
Do human do until so cheap!!
If with my inference,very obvious a normal people can't make this matter in short time...only if has two people...
because the window of class refer twists wth refers in my scientific book twists are
different...
I remembered,when i saw the window has not referred twists in the early morning...
and my beg zip is closing..
But the two refer twists lacks is different..
Obviously has two people...One people standing in front of the window...
then another one open my beg...then can said that if contrasts the refer twists then can know who is that two people...
And that time only have a few people at the class...the fact only has one!!!
With referred to the size which twisted to next everyone finger who are in the class that time.
Should know that two people is who...

What tell hell is she talking about??
Just a book!!
IDIOT!!!!
People just see her book
then want scan DNA
What the hell???

Nobody like Elizebeth!!!!

2009-03-03T22:35:00.000-08:00

Today our science teacher ask us...
why we dun like Elizebeth
we just keep silent
nobody answer teacher
dunno why..maybe they scare or what

Because today we got class science
Then,Elizebeth always sit wth us

but today caleb go sit her place

Hahahaha....
Then Elizebeth sit alone a one table lol
Then,Bryan liew,zhan hao,chin huat,wu chey,chee ken come in
They saw Elizebeth sit they place
Then they all go other table sit

then our science teacher call Bryan liew they all go sit at in-front wth Elizebeth
But nobody want go
Afterthat,they sit at Elizebeth back
Then teacher ask
Why we so hate Elizebeth?
Then we just keep silent
Teacher say if we dun say
she dun want teach us until we tell her why we dun like Elizebeth!!!

But we din say
then teacher tell us
Dun be like that
Elizebeth also human...
Hehehe