I will and always do

Seeing your face today
I almost wanted to cry
I’d never seen you look so hurt
I sat there and wondered why
You told me why now
But the thought still stays
I can see your broken face
The vision just replay

Right now my heart is aching
Cause I don’t know how you are
I don’t know if you sit and cry
Or you bury your thoughts afar
What if you just cant?
Do you turn to a blade?

Not just like so many people
But like me, like myself!
I don’t want you to feel that way
I’m trying to keep my knife on the shelf
You don’t know how it hurts me
To sit and keep picturing you cry
Tears come forward and brim
At the edge of my eye


I know it sounds silly
But I cared about you
Even if you didn't feel the same
I couldn't help my feeling blue
Forget about my tears
And my worries about you
Just know that I care
I will and always do.