Memories of yesterday

So close in my heart yet so far away
i think about u everyday
I'm sitting here all alone
wishing i could talk to
wishing u were here
nothing could go wrong..now I'm stuck somewhere
i feel i don't belong
I love you so much,my very best friend
we were supposed to be together..until the very end
memories of yesterday...linger in my mind
of all the things,i left behind
i wish i could turn back time to when i was free so full of life just u and me
I'm forever missing u
You'll always be missed
but your forever in my heart
i will never 4get the day we had to part
So until the day we can meet again
goodbye for now
my best-est friend

我很想你

在这静静的夜里，

在这涓涓流淌的浪漫音乐声中，
想对你说说我早就想说而一直没有对你说的心里话，好吗？
夜很安静。无法安静的，可能就是我想你的心了。
我也不知道我为什么会这样的想你...
千言万语，只说一句：认识你，真好！
感觉想你是一种幸福，也是一种痛苦，算是甜蜜的痛苦吧！
世上有70亿人，而我偏偏认识了你，这是一种缘分吗?
网上有好几亿人,而我偏偏想你了，这是一种偏爱吗？
我说不清。我只知道，你有一种与众不同的内质吸引着我
叫我觉得很珍贵，使我觉得应该去珍惜！
感和思念是无法用语言表达的，我对你也是如此。
所以我只能用千百年来无数的人说烂了的俗话去表达了
我真的真的好喜欢你、想你…
我想给你很多很多，但我又问自己：我要给予的，是对方所需要的吗？对方会接受吗？
除了爱、思念、关心、体贴、爱护…我好象没什么好东西给你了...
但是我想，你是全世界70亿人之一，所以你对我来说，非常难得！
我觉得无论如何，无论如何，都应该好好去珍惜你！
知道吗？你已经深深地吸引我了，叫我…怎么说呢？
我知道，这个解释很世俗，很虚无，很…但是，我实在找不出更恰当的别的理由
我想，也许是只可意会难以言传吧…
所以，我对你一直有一种期待，一种莫可名状的躁动，一种无法表达的情结…
所以，我有了一种想见到你的渴望，很强烈，很强烈…
或许我们只是擦肩而过，永不可见。
这样的话，我也就只能把对你的喜欢藏在心底了…
如果有一天，我突然从你眼前消失了，那就请你经常打我的部落格看看吧，好吗？
這一篇我所寫的，代表我对你永远的、最诚挚的祝福！

Many but feel lonely

I have many friends
I have many best friend
But I still I have this empty void
I can't help but think
Will it ever be fulled?
Who will be the one to fill it?
What will fill it ?
When will it be filled?
Everyday I ask my self these questions
And everyday
I have no answer for them
Anything and anyone
Can fill my emptyness
But....
4 now I will jus ask myself those
questions until I get my answers. . . . .

I wish you know

I wish you knew... just how i felt,
that when you smile my heart seems to melt
what you mean to me,
maybe one day you will be able to see
that you are so fine
i wanted to tell you but then i forgot
i like you very much
i long for you and your oh so soft touch
maybe one day you will
i guess i just have to sit tight until....

thank you for being that special person

Thank you
for loving me all the way
for being there from day to day
for never breaking my heart
for showing me off to the whole town
for keeping me warm and snug
for constantly giving me a hug
for getting me to giggle and laugh
for helping me feel greater than half
for bringing me up when i am down
for not giving me permission to frown
for making me always feel great
and most of all, for laughing at all my stupid jokes
i'm just sorry it took me this long
to find out i was wrong
searching for that special someone
when i had it all along

Just friend for now

I believe we're just friends for now
But soon, hopefully, we'll be more
I want to be able to hold you
I want you to hold me
But just friends for now
I want to be able to feel the touch of your lips on mine
I want to be able to gaze into your eyes for as long as I want
But just friends for now
I want us to discover the passion we will have for one another
But this eagerness is concealed behind what we're based on for now...
...Just friends for now...

My real feelings

When i said you were my best friend
i meant that till the very end
we are there when the other is down
and sometimes just to clown around
ill never forget you
no matter what you do
but next year your going to leave me
there's going to be no more "we"
i want to know you'll always be here
and that when i need you you'll be near
I'm going to try everything
to make sure you never forget me
your my only true friend
and i tend to spend
the rest of my life with you by my side
but somewhere along the line i fell for you
and i want to know what your going to do?
i think your just scared
because you finally realized how much i cared
but if you don't want to try
ill pretend not to cry
ill just stand by your side
till the day that you die
ill be at your wedding
even if I'm not your wife
and ill be at your funeral
without you ever knowing you were my life...

How much you mean to me

When you’re happy,
I’m happy too.
Because your smile,
makes me smile.

When you cry,
I want to cry too.
Instead I make myself strong,
so I can be there for you.

If you died,
I would want to die too.
Instead I would make myself strong,
to live on for you.

I do all these things,
and plenty more,
to show you that I love you,
and that you mean the world to me.

This is,
HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME

Thank you

Thank you for always beign there for me...
You taught me how to enjoy every secound of life....
Eventough there were some bad times that came along with it...
Thank You for always cheering me up when i was down....
And everytime I needed u, u were there....
You are one of the people that I could rely on and take as the #1 person to talk to....
When I needed u throught the hard times u were always beside me...
Hold my hand and told me that everythig was going to be alright..
When things were not good u just hugged me and held me close to you...
And as times passed I fell inlove with u....eventough we are just friends....
I care for u so deeply..that words could not express the way that i feel about u...

I'll be there for you

When you need a friend the most,
And theres no one there for you,
No one you can trust.
Just give me a call,
And I'll be there for you,
Any day or night,
Any time of the year,
I'll be there for you.

I'll hold you in my arms,
I'll stand by your side,
I wont let anyone hurt you.
I'll be there for you no matter what.

Cause I care about you,
I love you.
I'll never let you down.
I'll stick up for you, even when your wrong.
I wont ever let you fall.
I'll always be here,
Whenever you need a friend.

You changed me

Since the day I met you,
My life has changed,
I'll never be the same again,
All because of you.
You turned my life around,
When my world was crashing down,
You told me "everything would be okay",
And "don't listen to what others say".
You were the only one ever here for me,
You always stood by my side,
Whenever I needed someone the most,
Its you I always counted on.
I want to thank you,
For everything you have done,
You mean so much to me,
More then the world can see.

I will and always do

Seeing your face today
I almost wanted to cry
I’d never seen you look so hurt
I sat there and wondered why
You told me why now
But the thought still stays
I can see your broken face
The vision just replay

Right now my heart is aching
Cause I don’t know how you are
I don’t know if you sit and cry
Or you bury your thoughts afar
What if you just cant?
Do you turn to a blade?

Not just like so many people
But like me, like myself!
I don’t want you to feel that way
I’m trying to keep my knife on the shelf
You don’t know how it hurts me
To sit and keep picturing you cry
Tears come forward and brim
At the edge of my eye


I know it sounds silly
But I cared about you
Even if you didn't feel the same
I couldn't help my feeling blue
Forget about my tears
And my worries about you
Just know that I care
I will and always do.

I'm glad i found you

Thank you seems the best place to start,
To appreciate your kindness and your gold filled heart,
When I am down and I start feeling sad,
I know you are there and then I am glad.

I am glad I have found someone so true,
An honesty that helps me and gives me a clue,
How to solve my problems when I don't know where to turn,
With your help, from my mistakes I know I will learn.

You are there for me each and every day,
You make me laugh and smile in your own little way,
I can't thank you enough for always being there,
I know I can trust you and see that you care.

I love you lots as you already know,
I am here for you, should you start feeling low,
I'm glad I found you and will always hold you near,
You will never be alone for I am always here.

Thank you for helping me through,
There's no other way to say it,
I'd be lost without you!

Don't want to lose you

really really like you, but the thing is I'm scared
cuz i don't want to lose you, what we have is rare
we have the perfect relationship now, just being friends
but if we go to the next level, will i lose you in the end?
you're a great friend, no matter what you say, you got
my heart, the first time i gave you a hug
i swear, sometimes its like you got me wired on some kind of drug
when i think of you, I'm on a natural high
i have so many butterflies,
i wouldn't be surprised if i could fly
i know you have ea girl, and i should be happy, and i am
Glad your happy, glad u found someone to care for, but i can't
help but think, what if i was Ur girl? what would it be like
would it be the same, or would we argue and fight?
cuz i don't want what we have to change
i don't want it to be weird or it to feel strange
i want to be comfortable around you like i am now
i really like you, but I'm scared, afraid that somehow
I'll lose you forever, so we'll keep what we have, and see what happens....

why can't we be more than friend?

We're only friends,
but at times I wish we were more.
no one has ever made me feel as special as you do.
why can't we be more than friends?
you know what I'm really like and you love me still the same.
you make me laugh when I want to die.
why can't we be more than friends?

A smile from you is all it takes to make my day.
when you laugh it makes my heart flood with happiness.
why can't we be more than friends?
you are all I need in life.

I will always be here

I love you more and more each day,
I need you more than words an say.
I'm missing you with all my soul,
The day has passed, I've lost control.
My heart stops beating when you smile,
I'll die for you, this pain's worthwhile.
Whether you love me, whether you care,
I need you to know, I'll always be there.
When you're sad and falling apart,
When that one special person breaks your heart.
On nights when you cry yourself to sleep;
On days when it stings, when it cuts so deep.
Every second you swear you'll never live again;
Every hour when you feel you have no friends;
When all you can feel in your eyes are the tears;
When your hands are shaking, you're surrounded by fears;
On days when all you feel is the pain;
When the one you love says it can't be the same;
I promise you now, I'll always be here,
When all you need is a friend, i am ever so near.
Some people feel they have no one at all,
Like their world is breaking and they can't help but fall.
Let me tell you right now, I've felt that same way,
And in ten years, or five, in a month, or today,
I will love you
I will stand beside you.
I will be here for you:
T o talk;
To listen;
To cry;
To care.
To just believe.
No matter what they say, turn around and
Behind you is where I will stand:
Forever to catch you,
Forever your friend.
So when you feel like your world is about to end,
Just call out my name,
And I will be there.

A song for you

Why are you so nice to me?
after all I've said and done?
I'm really very surprised
that you haven't turned to run.
I only wish everyone
could be as nice as you are,
always trying to make me smile,
whether you're near or you're far.

When you're around, I'm happy,
more glad than I've ever been.
It's like life is one big game
that I can finally win.
I wish that you could be here,
I feel we're drifting apart.
But no matter where you go,
you'll always be in my heart.

So I wrote this song for you
so you won't forget my name,
won't forget that without you,
my life wouldn't be the same.

Please Don't leave

Please don't go
please don't leave
please don't let
these scars bleed

stay with me
dry my tears
well be ok
throughout the years
i wont cope
if you move
the greatest friend
i just cant lose
we've made it through
the good and bad
we've shared the laughs
you've made me mad

i couldn't live
without you there
without your touch
without your care
you soothing words
your healing smile
can make me whole
for just a while

From the moment I met you

From the moment I met you,
I knew it was true,
Because I couldn’t stop smiling,
Nor thinking of you.
I couldn't believe it,
Something so wrong I knew,
Because I wouldn't stop smiling,
Nor thinking of you.

Now that I know your feelings,
That you feel the same way too,
Now I can’t stop smiling,
Nor thinking of you.

This feeling’s so wonderful,
Like a dream come true,
I refuse to stop smiling,
Nor thinking of you.

I miss the way
Life used to be
I miss the smile
I used to see
I miss those times
I had you there
It felt so nice
You really cared
Don't know why
I'm feeling this way
Think about you
Everyday
I blame myself
For hurting you
I blame myself
For all I do
It's all my fault
This is what I get
But I just can't
Give up yet
I finally realize
What I had
I'm so sorry
Don't be mad
I can't be perfect
I don't even try
But when your gone
I can't get by
Your in my head
Your all I think
I'm missing you
I'm on the brink
I can't remember
Before you came
Without you
It's just not the same
So much to give
But no one there
So much love
But with no one to share
I have these feelings
They feel so true
I can't say it any other way
I'm missing you...
]:

I Miss You

Where are you now?
What are you doing?
Who are you with?
What are you thinking?

I miss you
always do
some days far more than others.
Today i needed you
but i know it can never be so
we are not meant for one another
we are entrusted to others close
The times when we know
we would be good together
can never be.

Wherever you are,
whatever you're doing,
whoever you're with,
know im out there
somewhere,
thinking and dreaming of the
next time i can can hold your face
in my hands and look in your soul,

utter nothing,

but say so very much.

I missed you today
You are my all
my soul mate, my everything
Reach for me soon,
for your dreamer misses you xD

Thanks Teacher Farah^^

Thanks teacher Farah

生日快乐

耶耶
今天是你的生日
祝你生日快乐啊
真的很不好意思
因为我没什么礼物好送你
也不知道要送你什么好
希望你不要介意啊^^

虽然只是一张小小张的卡片
但是里面藏着我深深的祝福
写了很多我想和你说的话
希望你会好好保留这它 [: